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Hello world!

Here I am pondering life, whatever there is to it beyond the mundane.  I have tried so many times to make money online, tried so many times to delve into the occult to seek answers to how to achieve my desires, and failed EVERY time.  (One classic example is why can't I ever find a job I truly enjoy?)

This is not why we are here however...  The latter was an explanation as to how I have learned about a subject known to many as Creative Visualization.

After delving through page after page of occult books and never-ending sites I have come to the conclusion that there is only one source of power (besides God), the intent of the individual that seeks to tap into that power.  Whether it's Voodoo, Hoodoo, or Witchcraft or even some sects of Christianity there seems to be a constant current that runs deep through all beliefs...  User desire and focus of said desire.

I'm done obsessing with page views and site hits, (even though all are welcome, encouraged, and appreciated).   I will no longer obsess over Google page ranks, nor will I care if I am listed on any other sites.  This is mine and mine alone.  All attempts at these have failed me.  They have left me in a dismal abyss that, instead of depressing me, have left me without even caring...

And still I need to test the waters.  Here is the best experiment I can think of.  Something that will prove once and for all that what one wants they can achieve.  Again, this is for me.  Proof that there is some magic in the universe that science can't tamper with, can't prove, can't disprove.  This proof will be for me, so I may achieve larger goals in the future.

I will attempt to use a protocol for creative visualization that will prove to me that positive thought can achieve anything, that there are no barriers to reality as we know it.  If i fail, frankly, I fail.  I do not plan on this however...

I am choosing something completely out of the blue to prove this theory is fact, something that I really will have to muster desire for in order to bring into reality.

My chosen target will be to receive, free of charge, a Xbox One console with the Kinect Sensor.  This one to be exact:






To those of you who may be familiar with Creative Visualization please don't judge me quite yet...  I will indeed have to get the exact hard drive GB's and other fine details down pat before I venture into this territory.  I will need a crystal clear picture of exactly what I want to will into my reality.

I feel the most difficult part of this experiment will be achieving the intense desire of attainment of the system.  Frankly, as of now, I could care less if I have one or not.  Obviously I wouldn't mind having one, I would really LIKE one indeed.  Do I absolutely have to have one with every fiber of my being?  No.

Again, this is proof to myself that what I desire I can turn into reality, pure and simple.  No religious trappings, no magic spells, no genie bottles.  This will be created by my will and my will alone.

I do have one Ace up my sleeve in all this...  I have done this before (I think).  A few years ago I wanted a black cat.  For some strange reason I wanted a cat and would visualize at night it sleeping at my feet (I would visualize this at other times too but night was the most prevalent).  This went on for a month or so.  One night (when I was still smoking the demon Tobacco outside on the deck) I heard a meow.  Low and behold there was a black STARVING kitten at my feet.  I still have her all these years later, Inky:

Now, to be fair and transparent she is not the completely black cat as in my experiment.  In the bright sunlight she appears as more of a dark brown/reddish color.  In any normal light however, she is black.  She is, however, one of the best cats that I have ever known.  She's my buddy to the end!!

This time around I will be doing some research and posting it here.  I want to see what exactly are the proper procedures to creative visualization and follow them.  What I truly want is a protocol to follow and list it here, and then see if the magic happens.

I welcome all (or none if that is the case) to my blog.  I look forward to proving to myself and anyone else who stumbles here that anything can be possible, and reality is truly subjective.


My research will begin soon into the protocol.  As in the field of Remote Viewing much of what will be wrote here will be subjective.  To those who may question my accomplishment when it happens (see what I did there??  Ha ha) please save your breath ;)